I have a very similar story as tiredoffighting its a hard situation to be in but for me i have full custody of our grandaughter who is 7 years old and severley handicapped!! I dont know why i love him so damn much i keep asking myself over and over!!! I also feel trapped because i do need his help with our grandaughter. And i have had a hip replacement and a back surgery i have osteoprosis along with other bone/muscle diseases. I cant get a job because i have to care for the girl. Plus my medical problems its a catch 22 situation. Hes so mean to me he will not give me money for anything hes on porn sites live chat sites and now dating sites im so upset all ive done is loved him. I dont know what ive done or what im doing wrong or even if iam doing anything wrong for him to treat me so bad!!! Even if i ask him a question he sighs and answers like iam bothering him and hes so disgusted with me and he cant stand the sight of me it hurts so much!! And the fact he would rather watch porn or whatever he does on his phone. And pleasure himself than to have sex with me!! To me thats a real kick in the teeth!! I dont know if iam right or wrong but to me thats a form of cheating!!! He doesnt tell me he loves me or hugs me at all unless i hug him first or say i love you even when he does you can just tell its with all his effort to say i love you or to hug me its just an arm around my shoulder with no meaning behind it!! WHY THE HECK DO I LOVE THIS GUY DO MUCH!!!! Iam so scared to be alone to move outta my home to be lonley and i need his help with the luttle girl!! Iam so damn scared to make a step and for fear of regret!! Ive had so much loss in my life including my oldest son comitting suicide. Any help and advice would be greatly appreciated thanks everyone have a great day sad me

@Annie Deighnaugh You may be right. I don't recall the red head, but it flies so fast that it's hard to capture with the camera or my eyes. I sometimes see them hunting in pairs. ETA: I had a shot from a different angle and was able to enlarge it. While blurry, I think it does have a red head! Thanks, @Annie Deighnaugh, for the correction. I'm pretty unfamiliar with flora and fauna identifications, so it's great to have someone give me the right names for the plants and animals I see.

A nostalgic photo from around 1962 I found recently that brought back memories of our family vacations to Florida when I was a kid. This was a glass-bottom boat ride at Silver Springs. We often traveled with my Aunt & Uncle and cousins to Florida, usually the Gulf, but occasionally to Jax Beach, Daytona or down the Atlantic coast somewhere. My aunt and I were cut out of the photo somehow so I gave it to my little brother, the one in the cowboy hat.

" If a door opens to the left from the outside then it's to the right from the inside, so I'm not sure that would be the deciding factor vs. the space into which it swings. " Oftentimes keys are held when opening a front door. When doing so with right-side hinges, a righty needs to stand a bit to the left of the door's left edge to hold the key straight out. If there's a perpendicular wall immediately to the left of the door or otherwise no space to stand a bit to the side, that can't be done and left hinge-right side opening hardware would be easier in use. One of my kid's houses has just that arrangement, a perpendicular wall right at the edge of the door frame and so left hinges and right hardware. My two current places and ones I've owned before all had right hinge/left hardware arrangements. By my quick count, about 2/3rds of the doors pictured, where the hardware is clearly visible, were right hinge and left hardware ones. No right or wrong way but one way seems would be more convenient for the more numerous righties.