I need some advice. I have been with my husband for 4 years, married for 2 1/2. He has 3 children that live 10 hours away and I have 3 children that live with us full time and I am roughly 3 months pregnant with our first child together. I have a strong feeling our marriage won't even last until the baby is born if things keep going the way they have been.
We get his kids ev other holiday and 5 weeks in the summer. They are 14, 12, and 10. They don't like coming back for the whole 5 weeks in the summer - it's understandable to me. They have no extracurricular activities cuz they aren't here to participate the whole time. They haven't made any friends here cuz they don't want to. They miss all their other friends and family back in Colorado. It is usually pleasant about the first week or two and then it gets pretty rough.
My husband has gotten extremely angry with me over the last couple years because he doesn't think his kids feel welcome here. He thinks they need their own bedrooms and that if I buy something for one of my kids I should buy something for his 3 as well. I have his 14 year old sharing a room with my 9 year old son because he is only here 10% of the year. I have his 2 girls staying in my 2 daughter's bedrooms for the same reason. I need the space more for the other 42% of the year that they are not here.
He has told me I am a terrible stepmom because I went rummaging with my oldest daughter and didn't get his kids anything. Then he got furious with me when I didn't want to take all 6 kids rummaging the following weekend. (I go cuz I enjoy it. Taking 6 kids would be miserable).
This last Christmas my dad dropped off gifts for my 3 kids but nothing for his. My husband was going to leave me because of it. I tried to explain I can't control my dad and he never even sees his kids. He said it hurt his kids' feelings and took them over to his parents instantly and then brought them back with a couple bags of gifts from his parents. My dad dropped the gifts off when no one was around and didn't mean to hurt their feelings.
I can't even get my kids a pair of flip-flops without being burned at the stake. If I don't come home with something for his kids, all hell breaks loose.
I can honestly say I can't remember a time when he has bought my kids so much as a t-shirt. However I have bought his all outfits, Christmas gifts, vacations, shoes, makeup, etc.
I used to make quite a bit more money than him. Like 3 times as much til I was forced to change careers about 2 months ago. I can't foot the bills anymore on my own and won't be able to for a couple more months. He isn't helping me in any way. Just assuming I will find a way to get back on track. I'm at a loss and don't know what to do.
His 14 year old isn't talking to any of us because I took my kids and husband on vacation over springbreak and didn't take them. The silent treatment is quite popular with his kids. He doesn't do anything about it cuz they are 10 hours away and he's always afraid they will end up never talking to him again. It's been almost a month since his son has answered our phone calls or returned our texts.
Last year his son was so unhappy here he ran away 3 times, told me he hated me and I don't care about him. I do love all 3 of his kids but am starting to have some real resentment towards them and towards him for the way they all treat me when they are in town. It's like I can never ever do enough or spend enough on them. If I buy something for one or all of my kids, should I also be buying something for his? (I'm talking summer clothes, camps, lessons, etc. - not treats, toys, gifts, etc. I would always be fair in that category).
I am constantly being told how terrible I am and how I just want him to abandon his kids. That's not what I want but I also don't want to be blamed for every single time his kids are upset. I told him I am not looking forward to this summer cuz he will inevitably leave me for a while, I now work out of my home so there will be constant issues when I don't want his kids here all day interfering while I am working. (I can yell at mine, discipline them, MAKE them behave when I am working. I can't do that with his!)
I don't know what to do. It's gotten really bad and I feel he just uses me as a "filler" when his kids aren't around. I'm wondering if anyone has any advice for me? He won't go to a counselor cuz he says I will just get angry when I am proven wrong. Tells me all his friends and family ask how he can put up with me.
I guess I'm at my wits end and am not sure if I should just cut the ties now. I think this would be a lot easier if I wasn't pregnant.
Do most blended families have the non-bio parent pay for the non-biological children whenever they buy something for their biological children? Is it okay to take vacations without the stepchildren?? Does it matter that he pays a lot in child support and then I spend between 2 and 3 grand a year on trips to go visit them? Should the stepchildren come first financially - we are struggling now at home and will be for the next 3 or 4 months. Should he still be going to visit them when we can't even afford to pay our bills at home? Is it okay for me to sign my bio kids up for tennis lessons without paying for his?? Should my family be getting his children gifts for Christmas and birthday since they give mine gifts?
One other big issue is I consider his kids "home" to be in Colorado where they live with their mom 90% of the year. He thinks that is wrong and that he is raising them. I don't get it and I don't think he's rational about that. That's why it has been such a huge fight keeping them from having their own bedrooms. I don't want the space to be used for that when they are hardly ever here.
I'm at a loss and don't know what to do. He can get really mean about it and calls me some horrible names. I walk on eggshells when they are here or sometimes just stay away from home as much as possible. He gets really upset when I'm not excited for them to come. He expects me to devote the entire time they are here to them since they aren't here that often. His life seems to literally start and stop around their schedules. He has refused to ever go on another vacation with my kids and I unless his kids get to go. Is this right? I am stubborn and don't like to be wrong but can accept when I am. I just need someone unbiased to tell me if I am completely wrong here. I guess I am really ready to give up but am not sure that is the answer...
kathline
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