Retail therapy and redecorating due to empty nest syndrome
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Comments (46)Hey ya'll! I'm Diana, a 36 year old true Georgia Peach! I live in Atlanta with my fiance. We've been together for eight years and engaged for two. We live about 6 miles from downtown Atlanta on just over half an acre with our two dogs and one cat. I had three cats, but two of them died of cancer over the past two years. I work in the legal department for a natural gas company. I've worked in the energy industry for about 8 years now and really enjoy it. I also do a lot of volunteer work - American Heart Association, American Red Cross, United Way, Habitat for Humanity (got to meet Jimmy Carter recently, that was very cool, I love his commitment to the community!), Juvenile Diabetes Research Foundation, Meals on Wheels and I volunteer at a local elementary school. Luckily I have time for it because the company I work for really encourages it and will let me do some of it during work hours. My passion for gardening has always been there, but last year was the first time I was really able to garden lot. Having rented so much in the past, I didn't want to put a lot of effort into someone else's property. I now have several hundred plants in my yard and have finally tried my hand at winter sowing. I've sown 520 plants and like it so much that I want to keep going! I also raised my first monarch cat this year, which was such a truly rewarding experience. He was named Maximus and it was exciting and heart breaking to see him fly of into the sunset the day of his release. I can't wait to see more this year! I also had swallowtail cats last year on my bronze fennel and I found a praying mantis egg sack that I've been watching over. I've named my house ladybug manor because they really are everywhere! It's nice to "meet" you all! Diana...See MoreAnyone suffering from depression?
Comments (27)It is funny. I haven’t checked this thread in several weeks and went today to search for it and there were new postings. Things are improving. I think the previous posters who mentioned that I am probably experiencing grief vs true depression are right. I still feel a sense of loss and miss the building adventure but it is definitely becoming more manageable as time goes on. I haven’t cried in a week whereas for a while there I was sobbing several hours a day. (I’m not typically such a bah bah) I haven’t taken any medication as I didn’t see this as being a long term problem and didn’t want to start something that might be hard to get off. In the short term reconnecting with old friends has really helped. I sent out emails and reestablished my friendships with friends who aren’t SAHM’s. We’ve had a lot of lunch and dinner dates and it has helped to satisfy my need for adult conversation with those whose lives don’t revolve around kids. And my DH finally agreed to take a dance class with me. That exercise and time together laughing was a great mood lifter. I’m thinking of taking another class this fall. I’m a terrible artist (designing a house was easier - its just a bunch of squares put together with a few angles for character - but my husband and kids are quite talented and they think an art class would be a good creative outlet for me so I’m considering that if I can get over my “mental block”. I guess my advice to anyone reading this post is to be aware of the potential for "post-build-em" depression. I worried beforehand that I would miss my project but never thought it would hit me as hard as it did. I think anyone who becomes passionately involved in their build has the possibility of that occurring but for those of us who aren’t working outside the home and live fairly quiet lives the risks are all the greater. In hindsight I think it would have been valuable to have something planned ahead of time to start once the house was completed. I initially thought I’d relax over the summer, spend quiet time with the kids, and get settled. Now I see that was too extreme of a shift in activities and my mind couldn’t switch gears like that. Smoothtalker - I see you’ve had a similar experience. Hope your new build goes smoothly. All I can say is wow - you make my home life seem pretty simple! I was actually thinking of checking into 4-H as my kids are aspiring “farmers”. I still miss the project management and stress of building but I know I will revisit that experience again someday either building new or remodeling, for resale or to keep as rentals, and next time I will be better prepared for the aftermath!! Teresa - I worry that you will someday be in the same boat. Going from talking to (or arguing!) with several people a day to just talking to family and the check out clerk is a hard transition to make. Being in a rural setting might make it even harder for you since you will probably stay at home more often. If I were you I would come up with plans now for something you could do to fill the void. Are you close to a town or city that might offer something? Are you near family and friends? If not, make some, although it looks like from your blog that you know several people or are they all construction workers? It is weird sometimes to think of all the shallow friendships that are formed during a build that disappear once the house is done. I look around my house at the trim, tile, framing, etc. and think what a great job these guys did, how nice they were to talk to and how their “art” is now part of my home and I will probably never see them again. That makes me sad. How nuts is that?? Oh well, tis the joy of home building. Thanks again to everyone who took the time to respond. It helped a lot to gab on here and also to know that there are complete strangers out there who are kind enough to take a few minutes to write words of encouragement or advice. This forum has been a great help both during and after the build....See MoreAnyone have issues with depression?
Comments (50)Johnmarie, I have choose not to post because as a BPD sufferer you are not sure quite where you fit. People who are depressed without BPD falsely envy the highs without realizing the pain and danger that can accompany them. Somehow I know you understand. What I find particulary disturbing about this post is the comments that all you need to do is pick yourself up by the bootstraps, that depression can be treated by positive thoughts with a side dose of fish oil. Major clinical depression is not, and never should be compared to "the blues" or the "sadness" that is expected to accompany negative events we all seem to share in our lives. Clinical depression is a MEDICAL CONDITION and quite a dangerous one if left untreated. In my mid twenties I was one of the strongest woman my friends knew yet I held a secret. Afraid of "the label" of being mentally ill, I came way too close to taking my own life. I thank God and a great psychiatrist, with yes, his bag of pills for being here today. I think this is where there is a great misconception, that depressed people are that way because there are crisis' in their life that they cannot handle. I had no "crisis", I had a high paying job I loved, my own home,enough men to fill my time, and true galfriends galore. So I don't know what the heck I was supposed to be sad about. Yet there was something too painfull to even put into words going on. Again, I thank God, for it had to be his hand that directed me, to walk into a local ER and say that I didn't understand why, but I knew if I went home that night I would kill myself. It doesn't matter what name you place on someone's pain, but if someone is reaching out for help, NO ONE should discount their need for help - in whatever shape or form that help may take. If pills work for you - great. If it's therapy - go for it. If you are not getting better you just might need to find another doctor. Unfortunately the stigma of Mental Illness can hold us back from the very sources that can help us. I am actually finding this discussion disturbing. If someone had a serious medical condition, like cancer, wouldn't it be wrong to tell them to tough it out, that it is all in their mind and that seeking help is not necessary? I only hope that these posts just might trigger someone who is not getting better to reach out for the help they need. Friends and family can be a great support, but if you had a medical condition such as cancer, you would never expect them to give you treatment. Unless you have been there, it is almost impossible for someone to understand just how painful a clinical depression can be....See MoreAdult stepdaughter moved in.
Comments (15)she quit because they wanted her to work the day after Thanksgiving". Naw! No way! In *retail*??? She quit so she could move into her father's new beachfront home. and your husband knows it. There's no way to live a happy, normal life with a passive/aggressive person. Every time you get happy because you think you've *finally* gotten things on track, he'll sabotage the whole structure. & open his eyes wide & say in an injured tone that he doesn't know *why* you're mad at him, he didn't do anything. He'll keep you so busy putting out brush fires that you won't be able to take the long view, to get some perspective on what's actually going on & what the future is likely to be like. sound familiar? Fathers often do over-indulge manipulative 'children' out of guilt ("I moved out on my family, I'm the reason she's unhappy"); a halfway skillful 'child' can leverage that for a lifetime! But since even his young son's problems don't make any difference in this father's behavior, there must be more in it than guilt. Like the fact that, although the two of you have the same level of education & the same earning capacity, he's in control & you're frazzled, stressed out, & miserable. & you're a domestic servant, cleaning the stairs & keeping food warm for his rude daughter. so I don't think that the problem is "her" so much as it is "him & her". The two of them are working as partners to get what they want, & it's working very well. They have no reason to accomodate you; doing so would, in fact, reduce their satisfaction with life. I think it's time for one or the other to move out of the 'dream (nightmare) home' & let life calm down. Just in case you're not ready to take that step, & I do know that we have to be 'ready', you might change some things to reduce your stress while you give him one more opportunity to shape up: Stop enabling her! no holding food in the warming drawer, no "bending over backwards", no talking to her like you're too dumb to realize that she's your rival & that she enjoys making a fool of you. This is your territory, you're the alpha female, your cubs are suffering, you need to assert yourself (stop cleaning those stairs, for crying out loud, & never ever act like you're "trying to work with her"). Tell hubs that he's treading on thin ice for lying to you, that he well knows that you never would have agreed to have his grown daughter move in forever, that she's outstayed her welcome not only by length of "visit" but by behavior & attitude, & that he's to get her out of there at once. Then give *her* a date (do *not* expect him to actually follow through; he doesn't believe you'll take any action if he does nothing), & if she isn't out, put her belongings in storage & change the locks. He'll likely become indignant & proclaim that "it's his house too", *& he may have her move back in*. You need to be prepared for that to happen. If this "girl" moves back in, *she'll* have absolute free rein to treat you like dirt, & *he'll* enjoy it. If she moves back in, it means that your husband is so sure of his control that he believes that he has nullified your power, that you are completely powerless. (This is what abusers of all sorts do to their victims: physical/emotional/sexual abusers, p!mps, drug dealers, all of them, because it really works) At that point, you must move on & get a real life, one in which you are not property but an independent young professional woman raising her family, or maybe at some point, a valued partner to a loving person who feels grateful to have you. You can do this; You are a healthy young woman, you can manage your own life & your own home, & you can raise your children to be happy, well-adjusted human beings without getting ensnarled in disfunction & co-dependence. I wish you the best....See MoreJilly
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