I'm very sad to-day

14 years ago

We had to have our Dear Benji put to sleep this morning. Our Vet told me on Thursday that he might live 6 weeks, maybe longer, maybe less. He had lymphoma, heart problems, cataracts on both eyes, former bladder stones and crystals. His nodes were swollen greatly from one end of his body to the other. He was itching and scrathcing much of the time as if he was hurting inside. This morning his heart weakened and he looked at us with eyes that begged to please do something.

My intentions were to be at church to listen to Ole Joyful take the service and I'm really sorry that I couldn't be, but that was the exact time that we were at the Vets with Benny. What a wonderful Vet, also, to help us on a holiday week-end.

Benny would have been 13 in a few months. We had rescued him from an abusive situation when he was 4 months old and we have to keep reminding ourselves that we gave him a good life and he gave us love to no end.

The Vet said he was a walking pharmacy and he was.

Thanks everyone for listening.

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maddie_in_ky
14 years ago
((((HUGS!!!)) I'm so sorry to hear this.
alisande
14 years ago
Oh, Ivamae, that is such a hard thing. But you did the right thing. I really feel for you.

(((Ivamae)))
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Marilyn Sue
14 years ago
I am so sorry Ivamae.

Sue and Izzi too
kacram
14 years ago
I'm sorry Ivamae. It's really hard. ((((Ivamae))))
Steppy
14 years ago
I'm so sorry. :(
mary3444
14 years ago
I am so sorry for your loss. You did the right thing & now he is in a better place.
socks
14 years ago
We know how it hurts, Ivamae. He really was terribly sick, wasn't he? You'll really miss your dear pet. So very sorry.
glenda_al
14 years ago
Thinking about you and HUGS!
Kathsgrdn
14 years ago
I'm so sorry, Ivamae.
kayjones
14 years ago
Hugs to you - I am so sorry about Izzi, but try to recall all the love you shared with him.
pianolady2008
14 years ago
I'm so sorry to hear this!! We had to do this only about 3 years ago and it was just like losing a member of our family!! Still miss "Lucy"......our 15 year old Golden Retriever! :( Your pets are a BIG part of your family!! Sympathy to all of you!!!!!
bigack
14 years ago
Im so sorry, we just went thru this with our Maggie, and Allie isn't too far behind. Hugs to you, and remember when he was young, running and playing!
Jasdip
14 years ago
I'm so sorry Ivamae. Please don't feel bad, you did the right thing. He did have a long, and happy life with you. The amount of love you gave him, he will remember forever.

I always hope that animals from an abusive home, forget those memories. I pray that they do, and only remember the good ones, from their furever homes.
hounds_x_two
14 years ago
Oh, I am so sorry. I know how much you hurt right now. You gave him a wonderful life and then, a gentle transition to a better place. Hugs.
katlan
14 years ago
It is so sad, and so hard, because they are part of our family. It's the last thing we can do for them to show them how much we love them. I'm glad he's not suffering anymore.

I know my time is coming. Jack will be 16 in October. He's lost most of his vision, just shadows now I think. He's totally deaf. Had some back leg problems back around Christmas that I thought was going to be the end for him, but we got hip and joint pills for him and he's doing great now.

I don't want him to suffer, I can't stand the thought of it. I hope it's peaceful and in his sleep.

My condolences on your loss Ivamae.
jae_tn2
14 years ago
My condolences to you. You did the right and best thing.
susanjf_gw
14 years ago
no more suffering...peace...
marilyn_c
14 years ago
I'm so sorry. Thank you so much for taking in a rescue. Rest in peace, Benji.
kayjones
14 years ago
Sorry for getting Benji's name mixed up with Sue's dog.
ivamae
Original Author
14 years ago
Thanks everyone for the comforting comments. It means a lot to me.
lindaohnowga
14 years ago
Understanding hugs of comfort to you. You did the last act of loving kindness for your beloved furkid and I know he is very thankful for that. He is now fine and with our Creator...God.....waiting to be reunited with you when that time comes.
heather_on
14 years ago
Sending you a hug and a big thank you for taking such good care of Benji over the years.
marie_ndcal
14 years ago
Sending you a big hug and special thoughts the loss of Benji.
lydia1959
14 years ago
So sorry ((Ivamae))).
User
14 years ago
So sorry. Been there many times, and it's so hard. Hugs...
jel48
14 years ago
I'm so sorry, Ivamae. ((((Ivamae)))))
sleeperblues
14 years ago
I'm so sorry, for you and Benny. We love our pets like family. You gave him a happy home for many years, don't forget that. I have often said it is a tragedy that our pets can't be in our lives for many more years than they are. Hugs to you.
jackie_ok
14 years ago
I am sorry, we went through the same thing a few months ago and it is a hard time.
gazania_gw
14 years ago
So sorry, Ivamae. To most of us, our pets are our children, and we grieve the same. But, aren't we richer for having had them in our lives.
chisue
14 years ago
So sorry for your loss. You gave and received love to the end. That has to be 'enough'.
sjerin
14 years ago
I'm so sorry, Ivamae. This is one of the reasons I don't push dh harder for a dog--I'm such a baby about the eventual loss. Do you have any other pets in the house to comfort you?
I hope you got to have a good cry.
nodakgal
14 years ago
I'm very,very sorry Ivamae! I know it hurts badly!!! Remember the joy he bought you. ((((Ivamae))))
ivamae
Original Author
14 years ago
No, we don't have another pet but after awhile, myabe we will get another one. I don't know. I miss him terribly, but I know it was the unselfish thing to do, no matter how hard it was. It has taken me yesterday and to-day to gather up all his stuff and sort it all out. I didn't know he had so much. We have everything laundered and have put everything a way but just out of sight for now, just in case we decide to get another one. I was going to say " to replace" him but that would certainly be the wrong wording as no other one could ever replace him in our hearts but I'm sure our hearts are big enough to love another - particularly one that really needs a loving caring enviroment.

Thanks so much everyone for your support. It is a huge help.
Georgysmom
14 years ago
I'm so so sorry to read this Ivamae. I've been there a few times and it hurts like heck. The greatest tribute you can pay Benji is to rescue another when the time is right. You must go through the grieving process which can take months but you'll know when it's time. Your next furry friend will be special in a different way because they all have different personalties and little quirks, but they all love unconditionally and bring the greatest joy. ((((Ivamae)))).
cynic
14 years ago
That's so sad but you did the right thing. Sometimes it's tough to be a pet owner and have to make the decisions that are best for our friends. Your memories of Benji live on and you'll find comfort in them. My best to you and Benji
Granlan_TX
14 years ago
Your precious Benji was blessed to be adopted by you and I believe he felt your love until his last moment.

Hugs to you all. R.I.P. sweet Benji.
terilyn
14 years ago
I waited a little while to post my condolences, I know how hard it is, but please take your time to grieve. We really were put in a situation where we couldn't last time. You really need the time or you will never bond with the new one. You will know when the right one shows up, might be days,weeks, or months. Maybe longer, you will know.
Cherryfizz
14 years ago
I am so sorry IvaMae. I know how you are feeling, I lost 16 year old Chloe cat during the week. I keep waiting getting up to feed her and remember she is no longer here. Hugs

Anne
joann23456
14 years ago
So, so difficult. I'm sorry.
ont_gal
14 years ago
so very sorry Ivamae-hugs.......
User
14 years ago
I well know how awful this is, I am so sorry.
joyfulguy
14 years ago
Sorry to hear of your loss, Iva Mae ... he was so vivacious.

ole joyful
Anna
14 years ago
(((ivamae))) I'm so sorry about your loss. The loss of a pet is difficult no matter what the circumstances.
donna37
14 years ago
(((IvaMae))) Know it was very hard to do but you did the right thing and Benji knew it too, and loved you for giving him the peace he deserved.
donna37
14 years ago
(((IvaMae))) Know it was very hard to do but you did the right thing and Benji knew it too, and loved you for giving him the peace he deserved.
jannie
14 years ago
I'm so sorry. Been there, done that.

I'm very sad to-day

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