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lisa11310

I had to do it and Im sick

lisa11310
14 years ago

Im bawling my eyes out. I got 2 male HOSPs today. I got them in my cam box so I was able to make a postitive ID. This is the first time I have captured and been sucesful with a Van Ert trap. This is the first time I did the capture in the bag thing. I cant stop crying. I know it would be SO much worse if I were to find a Blue or a TRES or something else dead in the box. The only other time I had to take out a HOSP I was able to get it with a 22. That semed to be a better way. It just wouldnt work this time. I'm beside myself with grief, I can't believe what I did to these birds. I said a prayer, then did what I had to do. I hope this will end here....this is so hard.

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