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Comments (5)I;m so glad I found this forum today. I lost my beautiful son Brian just over 3 months ago. he died Nov. 22nd 08 it was just after midnight and he was driving his date home when he was hit head on by @#$% showing of his car. Brian was only 18 years old and I am so devastated!!! he had just graduated high school only 5 months earlier. He had everything in the world going for him. His date lindsey is recorvering well, I would say thank god but i no longer believe. my son died saving her life.the police said Brian did everything he could to get off the road without crashing into this huge wooden planter. he could have gone off the road and he might have lived but she surly would have died. the @#$%ing monster still hasn't been arrested and i am so full of rage and sadness. I am married to my high school sweet heart Ricky we have 4 surviving kids Jenny age 26 Rick age 23 Rose age 17 Was 16 when it happened John age 15 was14 when it happened rose and John just had birthdays and all I could think was that one day they will be older than Brian. My husband and I were so heartbroken we couldn't even help plan his funeral. My daughter did everything. and I know she did the best she could but I feel more should have been done. over 600 people came to his wake.It was like a horrible blurry dream. I really can't remember much. It was so over whelming. all these people, alot I didn;t even know all wanted to hug me and express ther condolenses even his kindergarden teacher was there. and I promised Brian I would not embarress him so kept my "game face" on but the whole time I just wanted to scream my head off. Brian was the kind of person who made friends everywhere he went. I'm glad with all my heart he was so loved but I'm still freaked out It was so over whelming. I still can't leave my house. I feel like everyone is staring at me. I know they're not. I never went back to work. It's only been a few months but I feel so bad. I hate laughing i feel so guilty that every time I have a "good day" i just punish myself for the next few days. We buried Brian the day befor thanks giving. His birthday was the day before xmas eve. I wanted him cremated because I can not bear to think of his beautiful face rotting in that box. his father brothers and sisters refused. I have not visited his grave since valentines day and i told my husband i'm never going there again. his grave is covered with dead frozen flowers stuffed animals letters pictures and un opened xmas and birthday presents it looks like a garbage dump. people say the stupidest things like what a nice gadrden he'll have. I can't dig in the soil knowing my little boy is in there. I no longer believe in god My son was such a great kid. he was all boy. If there is a god why my son?!!! why not the @#$% that did this to him. and why isn't he aressted? He had 3 other kids in his car( the @#$%) all including him were in the hospital for weeks one boy(not sure if this is a roumer) is in a wheelchair for life. and all the roumers are so @#$% crazy. I'm sorry this is so long. I have no one to talk to .my so called friends don;t understand. I still can;t talk on the phone. I spend my days all alone crying. I know Brian would not want me to be this way but i just can;t stop. Thanks for listening to a mothers broken heart. Laura i'm sorry if i sound crazy but i am so lost....See Morehow well did your child adjust?
Comments (18)Firstly, I'm not someone who needs a man. Geezus, I scoff at that!!! I have lived ALONE in MY house (own, not rent mind you) since my child was in diapers. I NEVER have received child support. I have NEVER asked a man for money and never did any give me any. Yes I dated. Was involved for 1 year with someone who had a child, he wanted to get married and have oodles of babies so I broke up with him (we did NOT co-habitate). I knew I was unable to have more children so I let him go his own way and find a woman who wanted to get pregnant again. Then I was involved with someone for 1.5 yrs. He also had a daughter. Yes my DD became VERY attached to both these men's daughters. This second long-term relationship ended VERY BADLY and was NOT healthy for me or my DD. I knew that and thanked God when it ended. This one was never going to result in marriage and I even told him so, to his face. I suppose it was that harsh realization (that I didn't want to marry him) that made things easier when he stormed off and broke off our relationship... I knew it was not something I wanted in my life permanently. SO you see, I don't flit around from man to man. Heck I hardly dated in between those two long-termers. AND I NEVER lived with anyone else. The last time I lived with someone it was when I had a ring on my finger. Trust me I told this much to Dave when we discussed him moving in. I told him that I'm not used to having a man 'underfoot' and I was fearful it'd be like having a whole 'nother child to take care of. And I had very VERY bad memories of the slovenly, lazy man I married drooling on the couch, me cleaning up around him and making sure he was fed and lying on his side so he'd not choke on his own drug-induced vomit. So YES I was fearful of "things" happening over again. I am more than independent, to the point people admire me greatly for it. I do NOT NEED Dave for his money OR support. I had to laugh at that! Are there really women out there who are that helpless and needy? If so, I pity them. Cuz I'm not one of them. It is just SO NICE to come home and see I have HELP with 'things'. Everything. I handled it all for so long that I became accustomed to it. Having him there for 'it all' is wonderful. But I do not need it. And yeah it'd be all peachy keen and fine to be in a long marriage and only have one man. But that is not how my life has been - lots of us haven't had the pleasure Rosie has had. I can't go back and change things. This is my life. You bet I'd love to be in a stable marriage with just ONE PERSON. Which is something I can now work towards. Just because I'm no longer an 18 year old virgin who will wear a white veil at my wedding doesn't mean I'm garbage. I'll wear white; I'll just be 30-something and toting a school-ager to the altar with me. MI Step Mom... the idea of marriage was not even an idea until we met. I was dead-set against it. I mean if I wanted to hook onto someone and get married, it'd been with that first long-term relationship I had years back. But I knew it was wrong because he wanted babies galore. I didn't. Is that a wrong reason to end a relationship, or should I have married him and risked my health (I have Epilepsy and am now infertile), just to provide a "stable" relationship for my daughter? Should I have forced my exboyfriend, the angry and miserable guy with the daughter my own daughter adored, into marriage to make things stable, to have a husband, to give Emily a father? No way. And I won't do that here. The only reason I can see to marry this man I'm living in sin with is because I love him and he loves me, and we want to be together. Not because I need his money (hah hah.. I make more than he does...) or because I need a 'man' around. What a weird conversation this has been... but fun. - darkeyedgirl...See MoreHow would you handle it if your child/grandchild...
Comments (52)Good grief. I hadn't even seen this discussion thread, much less read it until now, so I guess I'd better post. I've been so busy at work (still am) on a major project that I barely have time to do a load of laundry so I'll have clean underwear, much less read many disussion threads here... Anyway, to get to the discussion at hand -- When I was about 14 and my brother was about 7, I was in the breakfast nook one afternoon talking to my mother. My brother came in from the backyard, said something, then went back outside. I said something to the effect that it wouldn't suprise me at all if he grew up to be gay. My mother replied, with shock in her voice, "How can you say that? He's just a little boy!" I said, "I don't know - it's just a feeling I have." Our parents died when my brother was 14, and I became his legal guardian. We had always gotten along really well as kids, and I never felt "burdened" to be his guardian. When he was 17, my brother came to me one day when I was in the family room and said that he needed to have a serious talk with me. I said, "Okay." He then said, "I'm gay." I replied, "Yes, I know." He said, "You know?!? You don't mind?!?" I hugged him and told him that I love him, that I'd always love him no matter what, and that of course I didn't "mind" that he was gay. He said that he'd been so stressed and worried about telling me. I told him that I was so sorry that he'd been stressed and worried, and that everything was ok. He wondered what our parents would have thought, and I told him in all honesty that I knew they wouldn't have had a problem, either. In February 1988 he found out that he was HIV+ and I promised him that he would not die alone, which was his greatest fear. In 1993, when he was living in San Francisco and Hubs and I in the Sacramento area, my brother converted to full-blown AIDS and was hospitalized, not expected to live through the night. He was in the hospital for over 9 weeks, 6 of which were in ICU, and I was with him the entire time with the exception of about three nights. When he was discharged my husband and I moved him in with us, and I was his caregiver. He died in my arms in 1994. He was, bar none, the bravest person I've ever known. I love him and miss him so very much....See MoreXpost fr Decor - Tour of new Usonian at Florida S College
Comments (10)Thanks for posting this. I love FLW and his Usonian houses! By any chance did this one have the dropped rangetop in the kitchen, completely lined in stainless? I was so impressed with that, I really wished I could duplicate that in our home. Even my DH, who isn't as much a FLW fan as I am, thought that was a terrific idea. Such an interesting precursor to Mid-Century Modern. I think my whole (amateur) interest in architecture and interior design comes from a tour of the Robie House when I was a kid. I looked up at the indirect cove lighting using early fluorescent tube lights and thought, "Wow, that is AMAZING!" What a difference from the "one single fixture in the middle of the ceiling" that all our apartments had, back in the '50's and '60's. The Robie House is a multi-level urban home. There are no window coverings, because none are needed. The window glass is slightly angled, and there are built-in brick "awnings" integrated into the design. Nobody can see in, even at night! I really love how he used woodgrain as part of the overall design. A brilliant, brilliant man. If you ever visit Chicago, there are several FLW tours, including the Oak Park area where many of his designs remain....See Moregsciencechick
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