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December Reading

J C
18 years ago

I hope all of you are reading something more interesting than I am! I'm finishing the last chapter in the textbook for my computer class. It's a real snoozer, despite the many glossy charts and photos. Also, I am finishing up Cold Comfort Farm for our discussion.

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  • martin_z
    18 years ago

    About a quarter of the way through The Count of Monte Cristo. I just felt like buckling a swash...

    Good fun. Mind, I can't help feeling that if someone were kept in a dark dungeon with lousy food and no sanitation for fourteen years, he'd be a little weaker than Edmond Dantes seemed to be....

    But why let the facts get in the way of a good story?

  • woodnymph2_gw
    18 years ago

    I had started Jared Diamond's "Collapse: How Societies Choose to Succeed or Fail", but got bogged down in Iceland with the Vikings. So I set it aside and read most of John Barry's "Rising Tide: The Great Mississippi Flood of 1927 and How it Changed America." This is excellent and written in an interesting, fast-paced style, yet I got bogged down again. I've decided its the time of year that my mind yearns for lighter fare. So I dug out an old copy of Behrendt's "Midnight in the Garden of Good & Evil." I'm reading it for the 2nd time and it suits my mood exactly -- yes, murder and mayhem at the holidays, as Dyno said....

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  • twobigdogs
    18 years ago

    Well, I finished A Star Called Henry by Roddy Doyle. It wasn't his usual fare, but a more serious endeavor taking place during the early 1900's in Dublin when the IRA and Sein Finn were starting to take action. Doyle's sense of humor still came through in some conversations, but it was a more serious novel. I am so glad I read it. It opened my eyes to a history I knew little about and I ended up doing more research on the topic for the discussion my book club had on the book. The discussion, for any book club members who may be wondering, was the best we've had in a long long time.

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  • veer
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    Venusia, 1066 And All That must be the funniest 'History' book ever written, but it does help to have some knowledge of the subject to appreciate the humour eg King John losing everything in the Wash (plus picture) and the examination questions at the end of each section.
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  • pam53
    18 years ago

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  • murraymint11
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    Still keeping to one chapter a night of The Christmas Mystery. I'm up to the 19th December now (predictably!), but I have to say it is becoming a bit of a chore, as each chapter is very similar to the previous ones, and nothing really happens. The mystery of Elisabet's disappearance is the only thing keeping me going at the moment..... Jane UK

  • smallcoffee
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    Pam 53 No problem. know the feeling which I'm dealing with by furiously knitting scarves. Figure they're always a good Christmas gift since it's an article that tends to get lost at least around my house. I'm anxiously awaiting what others thing about the resolution of Elisabet's disappearance in the Christmas mystery. I'm reading the Black Pearl/Morland dynasty when I'm not teaching/knitting/getting ready for the big day. Susan

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  • murraymint11
    18 years ago

    I forgot to add that in tandem with "The Christmas Mystery" I am reading "Great Expectations" by Charles Dickens. I'd forgotten how well he writes, with so much humour. An example being the frequent references to being brought up 'by hand' (the hard and heavy one of his sister) - it's very funny. Jane UK

  • rambo
    18 years ago

    How funny, I am also half way through 'Great Expectations' right now. I'm enjoying it a lot. I would really like a day or two to just sit and read the rest of the book, but my hectic schedule is keeping me from good reading time. Maybe on Christmas...

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    18 years ago

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  • woodnymph2_gw
    18 years ago

    The copy I ordered of "Cold Comfort Farm" via ILL only just has arrived today. So if I join in the discussion it will be quite late.... Meanwhile, continuing in the "lighter" vein for the holiday season, I've just begun Ann Tyler's "Amateur Marriage." I had always imagined Tyler the author of "Chick Lit" but oddly, no less than 2 middle aged male friends have recommended her books to me recently.

  • veer
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  • books4joy
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    I listened to Simon Winchester read his book The Professor and the Madman. Oh goodness what a story! The creation of the OED was indeed a daunting task.

  • martin_z
    18 years ago

    Vee - I have always considered that middle-age starts in about ten years time. A bit like jam tomorrow...!!

  • lemonhead101
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  • veer
    18 years ago

    Martin, in my case I think it was 'jam yesterday' - raspberry served on warm scones (pronounced to rhyme with 'cones').

  • rouan
    18 years ago

    VeeR, Haven't we had this discussion before.....LOL (I'm with you, by the way) I finished listening to Light From Heaven by Jan Karon. I found it more difficult to follow the story in this one. It seemed more disjointed; she jumped around a lot which made it harder to keep up with. I think it would have been much easier to read it. That being said, I did like it enough to finish it. Yesterday I read Murder With Peacocks by Donna Andrews, (with thanks to whomever recommended her, I temporarily forget who it was, sorry!) It was quite amusing; I found myself chuckling out loud in several spots. I picked up several books at the library, all of which looked enticing when I looked at them. Fortunately, one of them remained enticing after I got it home. I have almost finished I Wish I had a Red Dress by Pearl Cleage. It's not my usual style for fiction, but I will definitely finish it tonight.

  • books4joy
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  • pam53
    18 years ago

    I finished The Lincoln Lawyer late last night-highly recommended.

  • lemonhead101
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  • sherwood38
    18 years ago

    I am reading The Constant Gardener by Le Carre and not enjoying it that much! Mostly I am finding hard to accept that young & lowly English police (no Inspectors) would constantly question high ups in the Foreign Office in such a rude and disrespectful manner. As a reader who enjoys the English mystery-I have never seen (read)with such disbelief!..... In all the books that I have read & the TV shows the police are always very polite!...... so this sidetracks me from the story.....Pat

  • woodnymph2_gw
    18 years ago

    Finished A. Tyler's "Amateur Marriage" and ended up liking it more than I thought I would at the beginning. Which others of her novels should I next look for? I am having a devil of a time getting interested in "Cold Comfort Farm" , on the other hand....

  • georgia_peach
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    I'm currently reading Hosseini's "The Kite Runner" for a book club. It's an engrossing read so far.

  • sheriz6
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    I've finished "A Guide to Elegance" by Genevieve Antoine Dariaux. I love dated fashion and lifestyle guides, and though this one showed signs of being updated for its 2003 re-release (she mentions Princess Diana and cell phones), the majority of her advice remains firmly rooted in 1965 or so. Classic recommendations and fun to read. .......................................................................... I also flew through the latest Nora Roberts, "Red Lily", which was a good, solid romance and the final book to her In The Garden trilogy. ........................................................................ I'm now finishing up "Field Guide to the Apocalypse" by Meghann Marco, a hilarious advice book based on sci-fi movies ranging from "The Omega Man" and "Planet of the Apes" to "The Matrix" and "Mad Max". Bottomline advice: Make sure you have your leather gear, cool sunglasses and signature weaponry ready for the coming ice age/global-warming-induced-desert/nuclear winter/virus-riddled/mutant-filled future. It is a one-joke book, but she pulls it off terrifically well, IMO ......................................................................... Finally, I'm half way through "At Day's Close: Nights in Times Past" by A. Roger Ekirch (a BIG thank you, Frieda, your bibliophil list is always full of interesting non-fiction!).

  • twobigdogs
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    I am on page 140 or so of James Frey's "A Million Little Peices" for my bookclub. It is so raw and so painful - nothing in my life can compare to this and all of a sudden, my "addiction" to chocolate seems so very normal and yes, even healthy. There is so much to discuss in this book that it will be a LONG book club meeting.~~~~~PAM

  • carolyn_ky
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    Carolyn, I've just gotten into these, and I don't have any to sell, but I got 24 books in the series thru alibris. They all came from one seller, and the average price per book was 6 dollars. Even though they are second hand, they are in excellent condition. I also picked up a couple of titles I needed thru paperbackswap.com

  • lemonhead101
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    Finished "On Beauty" by Zadie Smith - good, but not as good as "White Teeth".......... Now on to "To Serve Them All My Days" by RE Delderfield. Good so far, but slow paced.

  • carolyn_ky
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    smallcoffee, you really made a haul! The five books I ordered ranged in price from $1.00 to $3.50, but the shipping was over $3.00 each. Not so bad, but I hoped to find more at one location. Then today I got an e-mail from one dealer saying he had just sold his only copy of the one I ordered to Amazon. At any rate, I'll have four to be going on with.

  • mumby
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  • pam53
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  • Kath
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    Carolyn, I have all the Morland books, but sorry, you cna't have any *VBG* I just love the series. When I started collecting them, there were only going to be 12 in the series - I think she is up to number 27 now! And the Bill Slider books are great too - the mysteries aren't always of the highest order, but I just love the word play and characters. BTW, what is happening with the formatting at RP? Last night I tried to type this and couldn't get any paragraphs or HTML working. Is it just me?

  • ullis
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  • frances_md
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    I'm working hard to finish "Undaunted Courage" so as to be able to start the discussion tomorrow. I love the book but it sure is difficult to find reading time during the holidays.

  • mumby
    18 years ago

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  • smallcoffee
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    My library which usually has what I want also does not carry the Morland Dynasty, but has a few Bill Slider. Haven't seen them at Borders or B&N which is really a shame. It is so nice to have the internet! Another sight to get comparison prices on books new and used is www.campusi.com

  • sherwood38
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    Carolyn & Pam53- I just finished Dear Departed which was the latest Bill Slider mystery by Cynthia Harrod-Eagles a good read and witty as usual-love the humor! From the ending I gather that there must be another book in the works but I suppose it will take a while to get to us.............Pat

  • books4joy
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