What are your two greatest fears?

14 years ago

What two things do you fear most, one physically and one mentally?

My physical fear is of driving under train tracks. Makes my body ice-cold. No known reason, it just does.

My mental fear is disappointing my family. Even though I have done extremely well for myself I always value their opinion.

What two things are you afraid of?

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wildchild
14 years ago
Physical is heights. I am fine with height if I am enclosed in something roller coaster car, gondola etc. but I simply cannot stand at a lookout point and enjoy the view. My heart races, I go into pure physical panic mode.

Mental would be having something bad happen to my kids. Even though they are grown I still worry about them. Raised them to live life their way but I don't want to outlive them.
bulldinkie
14 years ago
My no 1 is not getting a kidney,then I would quit dialysis,and push up daisys,the other Igot a few,dark,being alone nights,certain dr apps.trains,
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sleeperblues
14 years ago
I am worried that I will get cancer, just like my Dad did. Specifically, head and neck cancer. I don't know why, and I hope it's an irrational fear.

My other fear is for the safety of not only my kids, but all my loved ones. I have a lot of teen/twentysomething nieces and nephews and I worry about them all.

And I'm just like WC on the height fear. Ok if I'm enclosed, but I could never bungee-jump.
Chi
14 years ago
Physically - I have crippling anxiety sometimes, especially thinking I have cancer. It started after my mom died young of cancer a few years ago and I haven't been able to shake it even as tests come back clean. It's awful when you are a perfectly rational and logical person and yet you're still victim to the thoughts. I have panic attacks on occasion and those don't help since they feel like heart attacks.

Mentally...I'm afraid of regretting things in my life. I'm hitting 30 in a year and a half and it scares me because I feel like there's so much I haven't done, and I already have so many things I would have done differently if I could go back. I don't want to feel like that.
sheesh
14 years ago
The possibility of my or my husband's cancer returning scares the daylights out of me. We were dx'd within six weeks of each other six years ago and are both still healthy! For that I am grateful, but the fear of return never goes away, not for a second.

Worry about money and kids is right up there,too. Ugh.
matti5
14 years ago
Physically - My brain tumor returning and to a lesser degree, heights and snakes.

Mentally - Fearing something bad happening to my kids and DH.
nanny98
14 years ago
At my age, I am sort of at peace with my life. Still claustrophobic, but even that (I think) is not as terrifying as it used to be. Maybe "living in the moment" comes with age....but I haven't really been "tested" by catastrophic events.
chisue
14 years ago
chi83 -- Some of the happiest years of my life were between 30 and 40. Prepare to enjoy!

I cannot bear to be restrained. This may stem from unconscious memory of being restrained when I had pyloric surgery as an infant -- no anesthesia for babies back then. No spelunking for me. I have to have 'open' MRI. I'm not claustrophobic; I'm OK in small spaces as long as *I* can move. I was once over/under anesthetized during sinus surgery. I was completely conscious but could not move, speak, or swallow. AWFUL!

Can't think of another *fear*, although there are things I am concerned about.
chloecat
14 years ago
I already have cancer. :) I'm afraid, always, though, that it will come back. Every ache, every pain, every bump on my skin, every bruise is a worry.

But I fear: Drains. sink, tub, floor, and especially swimming pool.
chisue
14 years ago
I fear a protracted, painful death, unable to act, with loved ones unwilling to take the responsibility of helping me die. (Dark enough for ya'?)
jannie
14 years ago
I've always been scared of the dark. That's why I let my dog sleep in bed with me. And I'm dreadfully scared of spiders. Also their webs.
lazypup
14 years ago
I only have one fear,,,I fear the idea of my ex wife coming back...an activity which she dearly tried once already.
Kathsgrdn
14 years ago
I have a fear of deep dark water, where I can't see the bottom and what's under there. I swim in that type of water from time to time and I have to really fight the irrational fears of what might be coming to get me.

I have a fear of being so ill I can't physically take care of myself. To the point of having to be cleaned up by someone else, being totally dependent on someone else. It's scary since I take care of people like that all the time. One day their life is perfectly normal, the next it's a nightmare. I also fear dementia and don't think I would hang out too long after a positive diagnosis.
kayjones
14 years ago
I am afraid of water because I can't swim, although I love to be ON the water - just not IN it.

I am constantly in fear for my children and grandchildren, always asking God to keep them safe, healthy and happy.

To a minor degree, I am afraid of developing Alzheimer's Disease, the disease that killed my father, or a heart attack - heart disease runs in the family, on my mother's side.
pekemom
14 years ago
Now that you brought it up..my father died of cancer at 53,
I'm now 64, but I don't think of it often.
At my age I'm more afraid of being a burden to anyone as time goes by.
I wouldn't be in some posh retirement/nursing home, don't have the means.
User
14 years ago
I have anxiety about sudden illness. I have a good friend who went with me on a house tour last Xmas and the next day she was in the hospital diagnosed with three brain tumors. Out of the blue. I worry what dumb thing my husband will do next. In 1996 he fell two stories off a ladder trimming a tree branch breaking both arms. Last year about this time , he was blowing leaves off the tall roof and fell to the porch roof, rolled off and landed on the metal basement doors and broke his back and punctured his lung.

I worry about grandkids. A sweet young teen boy the age of my grandson was killed by a car Halloweening.
jemdandy
14 years ago
As you grow older, you perspective changes as does your fears. I no longer fear death. I fear outliving my money. I fear becoming a babling idot or an invalid.
lovemymimi
14 years ago
Mentally...I have a fear of my husband dying first...and I want to be the first to go...but I don't dwell on it.

Physically...something happened when I turned 60...so I avoid mirrors now...LOL!

Seriously...I try to live a healthy life style and take a day at a time but do need to get more physical!
wanda_va
14 years ago
My greatest fear is having my physical or mental health deteriorate to the point that I could not take care of myself. My DH is disabled, so he needs me and I don't want to let him down.

My greatest fear of all was always that something would happen to my son. That became a reality when I lost him in a car accident in 2006. I survived that, so I know I can survive anything!
samkaren
14 years ago
My greatest fear is being trapped in a burning buildig with no way out. I always make sure I know where exints and fire escapes are in buildings. In movie theaters I sit WAY in the back by the doors.

Mental fear.....that I will never be told the truth. I am seeking the answer for something and I don't know if I will ever find it. Worse part is that it is something I think about everyday and it weighs heavily on my mind at times.

SamKaren
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wildchild
14 years ago
Samkaren, I have that same type of ghost about seeking answers haunting me. I just want to say I feel for you. Unless one has been in that situation they can't imagine the impact something like that has on their daily life.
kathi_mdgd
14 years ago
My greatest fears are heights and bridges,and mountain roads.We have the coronado bay bridge here in SanDiego,and i remember when they were building it.I still have never been across it,and don't plan on doing so in this lifetime.So glad dh got out of the marine corps before they finished it,as we used to take the ferry across,when he was stationed aboard ship over on coronado.

I don't know where this comes from,but i've always worried about becoming a bag lady!! DH and kids always tell me that will never happen.

From time to time when i get a pain or something i think my cancer is coming back.Then i have to say a quick prayer and thank God for keeping me healthy.

Always worry about the grands and great grands concerning the worlds future for them.
kathi
vala55
14 years ago
Having a stroke and going to a care home. I don't waste time worrying about it.
samkaren
14 years ago
Thanks Wildchild. It's nice knowing others go through the same thing.

i know one thing....once i find out the truth then I will be able to post about it and get it off my mind.

SamKaren
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socks
14 years ago
It's not my "greatest" fear---but I would NOT NOT NOT want to be trapped on the tarmac in an airplane for 7 hours. That is outrageous and inexcusable!

I do share many of the fears and worries expressed here, especially being unable to care for myself.
Sally Brownlee
14 years ago
Fire.
There is really nothing in my past to give credit, but I worry everyday about my house catching fire.
I have a coal stove burning now and I check at least 3 times bfore I leave the house...is the flue closed, is everything a safe distance away...are there any stray hot coals that escaped?
My electric is out still today I am planning on going home at 1:00 just to keep an eye on the generator thats running in my absence. It's irrational. I know everything is fine (but what if it isn't??)
I am much more worried about my cats being trapped than losing any possesions...
I also worry about who will look after me when I get old. I have no children, but lots of nieces and nephews. I hope one of them step up to care for their dear old auntie!
User
14 years ago
Dying by smothering...I was hemmoraging badly one time and the drs. had a hard time stopping it and I lost so much blood I got the feeling of smothering and had a terrible time breathing..That scares me terribly to think of dying that way!!
satine_gw
14 years ago
My greatest fears are being unable to take care of myself. I don't want to be a burden on anyone. Even greater fear is that my youngest daughter who is an addict will never live a normal happy healthy life. Satine

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