my sister claims that she was scared of me since i had gone for a walk and two times people had yelled obscenities at me while walking she tries to justify it furthermore she was criticizing me everyday about what i ate whether it was a soup or salad or rice and beans she would say its not healthy. I finally asked her if she could please stop giving me a hard time about my diet. She responded by screaming and cursing at me. It sure seems to me she was not scared of me. If you are scared of someone are u going to try to start a fight and scream and curse at them? my parents have always favored my sister. I apolgized to her three times that night and she refused to even speak to me. She is the one who should have been apologizing to me but i did so to try to keep the peace. How am i supposed to deal with this situation? The sister who read my journal and copied it had an altercation with my other sister and they were not speaking to each other for a year. Why cant my parents admit that she was wrong. I never thought of reading thru her personal papers on her desk or on the kitchen counter. I am deeply hurt by what she did but even more so by my parents reaction. If i was successful with a good job I would seperate myself from them but due to me not being successful in society and having problems with depression they always blame me and my mental illness. Does anyone think it is right to read someone's personal journal? I would appreciate as much feedback as I can get on this problem?

Probably too late now but you could have used the pollen from a different corn plant. Otherwise you will be left with a sparsely filled ear of corn, if it has any kernels at all. Rodney

Josh Thank you. I didn't realize that large plant was Crosby's - looking at it now I see that leaves are bit smaller, comparing to trunks. Must be quite old? I have few, but they are much smaller. My oldest plant is only about 4 or so yrs old, grown from small cutting IIRC. They seem to have much smaller leaves - unless I have them mis-IDed. Here is a bunch, all grown from cuttings from original plant: Here is a comparison of leaf size; 'regular' C.o. and Crosby's: My oldest plant is only 12.5" from soil line, and it is in 4.5" pot: I don't remember if it is one base with 2 trunks or 2 separate below soil line...I have pruned it a lot, and rooted cuttings in 1st photo.

Can you post a couple more pics that show the rest of the room? And a picture of this wall further back? So I can get a sense of scale and surroundings. Then I can give you a more educated answer. Thanks. look forward to seeing the space