Hi. I just wanted to make sure your were aware that I responded to your final query about my SS and if he was offered services. He did not get services in high school. And I was not in the picture until he turned 20. I know he tested very well on his ACTs and SATs, but his grades were pretty low. He is the classic under achiever. In college, he was a music major at a state school. Never worked during the whole five years ended up with a grade point average of less than a C. I know for a fact, at least when he was home with us vacations and summers. He did nothing but smoke pot, go out all night with his childhood friends, and sleep all day. His father allowed this. Saying "Oh come on he's just a college kid...that's just how they live". While I get up at 5:30 am, and endure a 1.5 hour commute to my job in downtown Chicago to help support us. It infuriated me to know that he would get up at 2pm or 3pm, watch soccer, take an hour long shower, do endless primping of his hair etc. By the time I got home in the evening, his dad would be fixing his dinner. He would sit there every night with us until his friends called him to go out at 10pm. Every day was pretty much the same. Did you read in my post about the huge porn collection he kept at our house? It made me so uncomfortable. (His room is across the hall from ours.) He is extremely quiet around women....most woman comment that this makes them uncomfortable. To be honest, he makes me very uncomfortable. I have honestly been trying to forge a relationship with him for the last five years. It is exhausting to try to converse with someone who does not want to talk to you. It truly drains my energy.
I live with a chronic autoimmune disease and I feel that I need every bit of energy I have just to keep going to work. I work as a graphic designer. I have since I graduated from art school around 23 years ago. I cannot financially quit my job. Also, my husband is on my health insurance....he is self employed and has health issues that would make it hard for him to get his own insurance. My husband says he has suggested counseling to his son. His son does not have health insurance and cannot afford. (When we first were married I had 30 days to add SS to my health insurance policy) He did not sign and complete the necessary paperwork, hence, he did not get the insurance. Three months later he needed medical attention. We ended paying out of pocket for very expensive MRS, xrays etc.
I have not threatened divorce. I just feel the need to protect myself and my sanity at this point. I have no more suggestions for him. After all these years of trying to figure out what is wrong and get him some help. I'm exhausted. All I ask is that if he moves down the block
that he respects our house and our privacy. As we will TOS I think you asked about his friends. He as 3 friends from childhood who live in the area. They are like him. Heavy into smoking pot, playing video games and if they do work, it's at a minimum wage job. Let's just say they don't aim high. I have tried to tell SS to surround himself with people who are actively persuing their dreams. He wants a career in music. I tell him to seek out others who want the same. Form a group, or just get together and support each other...sorry I know that I am going on and on. I am just trying to explain the situation a bit better.
On another note and with regard to your own situation. I read in another thread that you were married for a very long time, and that your husband left you for another woman. I am VERY sorry that happened to you. I was previously married to a man who I supported through med school and residency. He left me in his last year of residency for a femal med student. Thankfully, we did not have children together. Even though it happened over 10 years ago, I still suffer from self esteem and trust issues. I wish you better days. Thanks, Susan
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