Hi. This is my first post on here, and as I began reading through this forum, I realized I should have joined a WHILE ago! I just need to say that all of you offer awesome advice and I really enjoyed reading everything on here. And, sorry this is so long, but I feel like I need to give a lot of background in order for anyone to understand.
Here's my situation. I have been with my SO for two years now. He has two sons - ages 17 and 18. He also has a SD from that relationship who is 24, who has two sons that he considers his grandsons. I don't have any children and never have had any intention of having any of my own. I love kids, and I'm very close to my nieces/nephews, but my career has never allowed me the time that's required for good parenting.
SO's sons refuse to meet me. They refuse to have anything to do with me whatsoever. The most communication I have ever had with them was his SD when we moved in together, when she called me to make up a story of how she was a molested as a child by my SO and he is a lying scum bag so I may as well just leave. No worries, even her BM told me that it wasn't true, that her SD was just saying that to "fight for her mother's rights". Because, since my SO left BM, BM has still been in love with him. They had been split for a little over a year when we met. As soon as he started dating me, she freaked out (attempted suicide, sent me nasty text messages, keyed my car, showed up at my work telling everyone that I stole "her" man (I didn't; he was available when I met him), left an envelope of pictures from 15 years ago of her and SO having sex). Oh yeah, I have been through quite a bit with their BM. But, she's mostly given up on being vicious toward me because all I've done is be nice to her in return. Every time she acted out, I was reminded/reassured that this was why SO left her. BM & I don't really talk except the brief hello when she calls to talk to my SO, and even that gets ugly sometimes.
Since I have moved in with SO, the boy refuse to come to our house to spend time with their father. Before I was even in the equation, only the 18 year-old came there, and that was only twice - for father's day and his father's birthday. Everytime my SO wants to see his children, he is required to visit them in the house that they live in with their mother. I have offered to spend a weekend at my sister's or a friend's if my presence is part of the reason for their unwillingness to visit, and my SO has offered this situation to the boys but they still refuse to visit.. even if I am not there. He gets the response "No, you have to come to our house". And he does go to their house - one weeknight after work and every Saturday for the day. And obviously, for any birthdays, etc. And my SO does work a 60-hour week so he has a bit of limited time in his life as it is.
Well, this past weekend, the three of them - BM and two sons - verbally attacked my SO. This isn't the first time they've done so either. In fact, most times after my SO sees his children he comes home stating that he was yelled at for this or that, and he feels like he "was punched in the stomach several times". I don't think that he has ever come home from seeing the kids and actually said he had a pleasant time, except when he just sees his grandchildren (since they are only 5 and 3 and don't have the teenage attitude problem). Anyway, the three yelled at him, telling him that they are poor because of him. My SO still pays the mortgage for the house they live in, and child-support for the 17 year old. That alone is more than enough (IMO). The 18 year old graduated last June and still sits on his butt all day playing video games, and refuses to even apply for a job. And his mother doesn't care to actually push him toward getting one. SO asks him everytime he sees him how the job hunt is going, and he always responds "I'm not getting a job." SO has talked to BM about their son getting a job, she says she can't control what decisions he makes. SO has talked to his son about the importance of responsibility and how important it is to earn your own money, and does he really want to be living with his mother all of his life and his response is "yeah what do you care, you're never here". They also told SO that they're poor because SO spends all of his money on me. Actually, I support us! He is paying the mortgage on a home he doesn't even live in and the child support too! And come this fall, he will also be helping the 17-year-old pay for college (at least one of them isn't lazy!). They told SO that he doesn't care about them enough and if he did he would see them more. SO explained to them that he spends as much time as he can with them with the tight schedule that he has, and that if they were more open to come spend time at our home then they would see him more. BM told him that her children were never to set foot in that house so long as I live there.
I'm completely torn. I love my SO very much. He is really a great person. He has never done anything bad to his children - there was no history of abuse, drugs, alcohol... nothing. In fact if there was any abuse, it was on him. BM threw the television down at his foot so hard once that he had to have surgery on his ankle twice now, and he still has problems with it. I know that she goes around blaming me for everything. That if she doesn't feel like getting them whatever they want, she tells them that it is somehow my fault. Oh, this past Christmas, each boy got a new laptop and iPod (for each), and one got the PS3 while the other got the Xbox 360. Just.. a little.. much. My SO did not buy these, their mother did. But somehow they're "poor".. probably because she's trying to catch up on her massive Christmas Credit Card bills. I think that she bought them so much just to make SO feel bad about what he got them (each a check for $200... a small fraction of what those items cost).
I don't know how to handle this. I feel awful more and more each day, because I feel like it is my fault that the situation is like this. I know that it isn't, but you can't help but feel it when your SO's kids haven't even met you yet they think that you are an evil b**** and the source of all the problems in there life. And how about when you come home from work and there's a message on the answering machine for my SO from his BM that says "just calling to tell you how much I love you" on Valentine's Day.. she does stupid stuff like that all the time., and he always tells her it's inappropriate, but she still does it anyway.
I am having a harder and harder time with myself when he goes to their house to see them. I feel like they all are insistant on living in the past, even though my SO tries to get them to live in the present. I told him that maybe he should give them an ultimadim and tell them if they want to see him more often, they have to start compromising and working together because he has already compromised enough of his schedule and lifestyle to meet their needs. SO told me that he can't do that because the kids "will see that as me [SO] choosing you over them". I told him that it wasn't him showing that he cares about me anymore than he does about them, it's forcing them to act like the adults that they already should be, or about to be. He says that he can't force them to do anything.
Sorry this got so long. I can't even find a solution for myself. He's asked me to ignore things and not let them bother me, but I do!! Any advice.. at all... would be SO GREATLY APPRECIATED!!
And sorry for all the tangents.. this is only fraction the stories I've got.
june0000
hecallsmemom
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