Lost husband suddenly
I wonder if I am alone. I lost my husbnad suddenly from a medical error he was heathly( we had been reassured ) and 40 on memorial day . Is it normal for me to feel really lost almost like I not only lost him but I lost my mind as well. Will any of this go away I feel so guilty for not making him go to the Er he was going to a different dr tuesday and feel like we should of gone to the Er at a different hospital. .
I somedays wonder how I can manage my kids 17, 15, and 7 alone as I have a very severe immune dysfunction as well.
I miss him so much and my friends they wonder what I need but have no clue that I do not know what I need