Lost my husband of 41 years
My husband died on June 19th. I ran away from home when I was seventeen to be with him. He was my soul mate. I don't know what to do. People keep telling me it will get better but it hurts worse every day. I have a good job I have children and grandchildren in other cities. I am too young to retire. I never knew pain could be this bad. I promised my husband I would be OK, but I don't know how.