On February 23, 2009 my wife of 50 years took an overdose of pain medication and after 21 days in ICU died of double pneumonia. Me and my children are truly devastated over this as our marriage was close to perfect. The day this happened she had gone to bible study for 3 hours came home happy we had diner and then sometime before or after she took the pills. When I saw her she was out of it and I called 911. I am having a hard time understanding and MISS HER so much. I have gone to a group support and came home more depressed than when I went. I thought I was starting to do well as friends told me they thought I was handling this extremely well for a short period of time. I will not go back as all I heard from the group was sadness and depression after 3 and 5 years. If anyone has any advice I would appreciate it. I talk to her picture, talk to her ashes say good morning and goodnight to her. I was told by a counselor that this is a good thing. So in short people I thank you for listening and appreciate if anyone has experienced what I am going through.