That's great news Peggy. I'm glad you are getting the help you need. Please keep us posted on your progress. We all care so much about you.

Linda

You touched my heart this morning Peggy.....I truly hope nothing but good things for you...I can see you are accepting what the problem is and trying to deal with it.
I have a feeling you will succeed...!!!Blessings to you.

patti (so glad you have a supportive husband)

Peg, I do think of you so very often, so was glad to see your post today. Keep up the progress, and come to the KT often.

Phyllis

Wow, Peggy. You are facing difficult battles with courage and a brave heart. Congratulations to you.

I know you'll get an A+ in school with the motivation you have.

Thanks for sharing. I know it helps others who face similar challenges.

This is the greatest news ever Peg!!! So, so happy you are moving forward.

Jodi-

I am happy to hear that you are being so pro-active re: your health issues. Keep up the good work. It's not easy but oh so worth it! Good for you!

sooey

Wow Peg. You sound so good. What a brave commitment. Keep up the good work.

Gayle

Thank you for the update. I have thought about you several times lately and wondered how you were doing. Great news!!!

I'm glad to see that things are looking up for you...I think of you often.
Hugs,
Tammy

See what good friends you have, Peg??? I think back to the first post you made and it broke my heart; you sounded so sad and lost. What a wonderful success story you are, in your hard work and dedication! In a way, I'm glad to know you were not with your senses when you took the pills; I would think that's slightly "easier" to deal with than if you were cold sober. Not that I'm saying any part of your recovery is easy! And yes, you're very lucky to have such a supportive husband and great faith. Many well-earned congratulations on your progress so far!

Also, I want to tell you how kind you are to put so much of yourself out here in order to help others who may be in the same boat. I remember there was another poster several months ago who sounded to be at the end of her rope, and I don't think we ever heard from her again. At least lots of prayers went up for her and hopefully she has gotten similar help.

You say you get the "winter blues." Do you have one of those special lightbulbs that you can use for simulated daylight? They can be helpful. Can you continue to grow plants indoors during the winter months? It sounds like you're on a great track right now and I wish you the best of luck and God's blessings in your recovery.

Erin

I'm so glad that everything is working out for you Peggy. Hang in there!

Keep the faith Peg, you've come so far already! I'm glad you are doing better. Don't be a stranger to the KT!

Wishing you well. I know it's a hard fight. You will win.

Best of thoughts! Just know things will end up GREAT!

You have lots of supporters!

You have come such a long way! We are all so proud of you. I can feel the determination to beat his in your post. I bet it will inspire others to get some help-somtimes it takes quite a while to find the right treatment.

Great News Peg...super wonderful!

"Depression is anger turned inwards"

Glad to hear that you're getting a handle on things, McPeg. My best wishes going out to you as you travel your journey.

Peg, I wish you all the best. You've really had a tough go of things and I'm so happy to hear you are back on track. We all think of you often and hope you visit whenever you can.

~Betsy

Thank you everyone for your continued support - it means the world to me. I do have a special light for SAD - it makes me feel like I'm sitting on a sunny beach in the mornings, especially as they grow darker. I highly recommend them to anyone suffering from seasonal blahs - constantly tired, unmotivated and feeling sad/down. That's what seasonal disorder is all about. Mine progressed to full blown chronic depression over the years. The light is also great for hand sewing/quilting/cross stitch and reading too. They are not cheap by any means - I paid about $500 10 years ago for this light. When I was living in the UK I ordered another one there too and used it often. Money well spent for me - you can't put a price on your health. It's as valuable to me as a wheelchair is to someone who is paralyzed. When we moved back home from Scotland I gave the light to a dear friend who seemed to suffer seasonal blahs. He told me he felt really good while using it. I don't knock trying new things. Keeping an open mind to feeling better helps me.
I do recall the gal posting awhile back and that she has not returned. I too keep hoping she is feeling better and if she is lurking to please pop round and say hello. We care about you and would love to be here for you too.
Not being a caregiver for my Mom anymore since her death is weird. I do get feelings of guilt, which is normal, about things I should have/could have done differently but I know that is part of the 'caregiver syndrome'. Knowing that helps me recognize my feelings so I don't beat myself up over it. I did the best I could and loved my Mom dearly. Now it's time to look after myself for awhile.
If anyone is feeling down and doesn't want to post please feel free to email me - my address is on my members page available to members only - I do care and I'm a great listener too.
As for winter plants - I have a house full and I do start seeds in the winter as well. This winter I've returned to quilting to keep my fingers busy in the evenings when I'm not surfing the web.
Hugs back to all my pals!
Peggy

i am glad you are doing better peg :)

if anyone has a costco they usually sell the "sad" lamps about this time of year. don't know if it works for me or not but have one right over my computer...(looks like a desk lamp with funny bulb, lol) think it was under $30...

Hugs to ya Peg!!!!

Donna (^_^)

It couldn't have been easy to face it head-on & find the courage to to do all the things you've done to get better.
You have my deep admiration and hope for sunny days ahead.

Bless you!
Suzi

Hi McPeg! You've sure made my day brighter..I think about you more than you'll ever know.

Many pats on the back, Peg; I feel your 'glow' from here! :)