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nicki_in_niles

I went to my 'follow up' and it was cancer :o(

17 years ago

Hi everybody. I just needed to let this out. I went to the Dr. for a follow up on the biopsy and it is official that I have/had cancer. They think they got it all.. but I will have to do ALOT of continuing (sp?) testing including a cancer specialist. Don't get me wrong... I know so well that I'm VERY lucky that they hopefully got it all... I think it was just the initial shock of hearing that word. I feel so bad for all of you that have this.... I'm sooo sorry. I'm so proud of you all for being so damn strong.... Lord knows that I'm not.. I've decided not to tell my little ones.. as they don't need any extra things to worry about.

Ya know... I just wonder sometimes... why life deals all these blows to you at the same time... I.. for one... am at my limit. Sorry for venting,

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