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theresaerj

You are all wonderful human beings...

16 years ago

I have read through most of your posts and wanted to tell you all that this website was a Godsend to me. For those of you who aren't aware of me I lost my Mom 2 years ago, I am a 40 year old woman with 3 daughters and just didn;t know how to handle it - just having such a horrible time with it, panic attacks, knotted pits of anxiety in my stomach, fighting the depression and sadness, thinking the strangest thoughts - like that I am a bad person - over the past 1 year since these "attacks" didn;t hit me until last summer ( June 10 ) I needed something to help me, I tried a counsellor last year, thought that helped....tried talking with friends, thought that helped.....I tried talking about her to family members, thought that would help....the fact of the matter is nothing will completely get rid of the hurt, but doing things like this and time, helps ease it little by little and especially speaking with those of you who have gone through it - it's no surprise we all will eventually go through it or have already a few times! poor souls...

No one ever said handling the death of a loved one would be easy, I just never thought it was going to be THIS difficult! I need to just be normal and happy again! :)

Thanks for listening all

Theresa

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