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Help selecting Mother a yellow climber Zone 8b
Comments (17)Thanks so much for the recommendations/responses. I have tried to review each and do a little more research given our specific area. My First Choice for Now: Golden Showers: Questioned/Recommended by: Denise (z9-10), SherryOcala, seattlesuze z8 PNW http://www.helpmefind.com/plant/pl.php?n=1835 My 2nd or 3rd choice for now: Zeus: Questioned/Recommend by: rjlinva 7VA http://www.helpmefind.com/rose/pl.php?n=6655&tab=1 My 2nd or 3rd choice for now: Reve D'Or' Rose Recommended by: rjlinva 7Va and limited by Sherry http://www.helpmefind.com/plant/pl.php?n=5197&tab=1 I like this one pretty good and per HMF it is a Tea Noisette climber. OTHER CONSIDERATIONS: Casino is a little shorter than what we are looking for. Tahitian Moon: Questioned/recommended by wirosarian z4 WI Hmmm, she is cast as a shrub or bush that can also be trained as a climber. Hmmm, think I'm looking for a more vigorus, honest to goodness climber. http://www.helpmefind.com/plant/pl.php?n=45164 and http://www.contrarymarysplants.com/roses.htm Golden Celebration: Questioned/Recommended by: robynb (California) Most of what I read says a bush as opposed to a climber. Granted, I don't see much about growing in Zone 8b, Georgia, but, if it is cast as a bush, I think I would prefer going with at rose cast as a climber. Still, beautiful rose, just not sure it fills my request here. http://www.helpmefind.com/plant/pl.php?n=1834...See MoreNarcissistic Personality Disorder and my Mother...
Comments (75)silversword, I cannot begin to tell you what a blessing this thread has been to me this morning! I honestly didn't know there was a name for the horrific way my mother has treated me since I was 11 years old (right after her mother, who lived with us, died). As I have read and read and read about Narcissistic Personality Disorder today, have studied its traits and how people are affected by it, this has opened a whole new window of understanding for me. I am both deeply saddened and yet awed by all I'm learning. I can totally identify with your struggles in this situation, as my own life has been so profoundly affected by my mother's NPD. I will attempt to give some answers here, FWIW: *How do I handle this? How do you all handle your parents and the shifting relationships between being a child with your parent, then being a parent yourself? #1 for me has been - set some boundaries in the relationship, allow myself some breathing room, give myself the space I need in order to gain perspective, to be able to look at it as it really is. *What can be done to keep me from feeling guilty and responsible for her well being? Am I a bad daughter because I don't want my mother to live with me and tell me what to do? I'd really like your opinions/suggestions. In answer to your first question, I believe one of the most wonderful things that can happen to anyone is to be able to distinguish between true guilt and false guilt. True guilt comes from things we have done wrong and have not admitted. Confession of wrongdoing and a request for forgiveness is all we can do about that. False guilt is a crippling thing until it is seen and recognized for what it is, for it causes us to believe we are responsible for things we haven't said and done, that we are responsible for someone else's weaknesses, failures, and wrongdoing. If there is any true guilt in our lives, then, yes, we need to admit it, ask forgiveness, make any needed restitution, and go on. If there is false guilt in our lives, if we have taken on other people's responsiblity, then we need to give ourselves permission to lay that down and walk away from it. I haven't read all the responses in this thread; I've only read a few. So I apologize if I've repeated things other people have said. There are not words to tell you what an enormous relief it was for me the day I recognized the guilt was false and was able to lay it down and walk away from it, no longer believing myself to be responsible for another's happiness (or lack thereof). That doesn't mean I don't love, doesn't mean I don't care, doesn't mean I don't take advantage of legitimate opportunities to express love and caring - it does mean I don't alllow myself to be used in an unhealthy way as a scapegoat for another's discontentment. Didn't mean to write a book here. Thanks again for posting this info about NFD. It is such a relief to know it has a name! And though I would not wish what I've endured on anyone I've ever known, period, it has truly helped me to read of other people's experiences at the links which were posted. I've received tremendous affirmation today. I don't know if NPD is addressed by name in the Boundaries books, but they are well worth reading....See MoreColor for Mother of Bride and Groom's Mother
Comments (13)I completely agree with Talley Sue -- just something that won't clash or look too "look-at-me!" flashy up there (e.g., cut down-to-there with big polka dots or stripes). When I got married, my mother-in-law just couldn't or wouldn't catch on to this. The attendants were wearing a sort of cherry pink/red. No matter how many times anyone told her to where whatever color she wanted (my mom's dress was a very soft rose) she went so crazy trying to match the attendants' dresses EXACTLY that she even sent me a swatch. Then she obsessed over whether it was okay that her dress had a turquoise sash, whether it was inappropriate that there was white lace on the top, whether the fabric should be the same as my mom's dress -- etc. I think we goofed by trying to reassure her that it didn't matter, she should just choose something she loved, because I see now that she needed to feel like it WAS important what she wore. jmca, I think you are doing exactly the right thing. Beige will be perfect, neither clashing with their (very refreshing) color scheme nor looking like you are trying to be a bridesmaid. If you look great in that outfit and love it, that's the one! Congratulations to you all -- and to you, too, ogoopogo! What an exciting year!...See MoreStepchildren's mother a 'professional' manipulator!
Comments (22)After reading the new answers to my question, I can see how it can come off that I am obsessed with the BM. Actually, I posted that post on a day when I was very fed up with a whole bunch of things. Things said and done that seemed to keep pointing back to the point-of-origin being the BM. Basically, I agree with some of the things you all have posted and some are rather off base. It is a matter of me 'picking the meat and leaving the bones' in your posts. I do thank you all for your input. It has given me food for thought. As I see it right now, I am at a place (due to NEW things that have happened) where I have to decide if I am going to be a part of my Step-childrens lives. We know for a FACT that their BM is behind the scenes manipulating things, and we can only hope and pray that the children will come to realize this. Our decision is how to deal with it - we can't control them or the BM, so we have to decide what WE will do. What boundaries to set, and how far to go. Thanks for your input. Seeker...See Morejmck_nc
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