This honestly breaks my heart, and being a mom makes that emotion so much more intense. I cannot imagine what he and his parents are going through. The poor sweet, beautifuly baby.

This was from last night: "Little Man Posted 12 hours ago is finally peaceful and sleeping again. Back on the morphine to keep him calm. otherwise he is restless and crying. He can have that every 2 hours. The meds they started him on can cause this but they took away the loratab as it masks his temp. Still no word on the cultures. Pretty crazy. Hopefully, they come back soon w/ something, hopefully, it is nothing but i at least would like to know that. Please pray tonight for our new friend from here that is about Bradleys age who got to go home tonight:) one day that will be us. Though they did reassure me today that i get to practice playing nurse and learn how to give shots on tomatoes and oranges before i leave here so i can give them to Bradley when we do go home. I tried to make it clear to them that i am scared of needles. i have to close my eyes whenever i have gotten them or had blood drawn. When they give him shots i look away while holding his hand. SO this should be interesting. I asked if most parents cry the first time and are dramatic so i won't feel like the worst parent in the world:) They just basiscally nicely explained that as a parent you do what ever is necessary to save your kids life. They have a point and guess i'll learn to look at a needle. Anyways, his temp is still hanging on. Please keep up the prayers and your support has been awesome:)Pray for Bradley and Grandma tomorrow as we will both be at work for the first time and she is in charge:)" And an older update: he still has a temp. They have him now on the strongest meds possible. We don't have the final reports in but we don't have time to wait. His temp is not dropping. So as the nurse said they have called in the big guns to kick this. Lol...whatever works right? And i was not mistaken, there is no chemo this Friday. So that confusion was straightened up. Thank God for that and now we are just focusing on getting his numbers up so that we can get the shunt put in. He sat on my lap for 2 hours and cuddled. That was good for me and him. So back to work tomorrow. We really don't think the dr would do the surgery tomorrow afternoon so we should be safe. The earliest would be Friday i think. Then i'm sure if need be they would do it on the weekend in this type of situation too as we are going against time here. Thus meaning they have had the external drain in for over 10 days and now we are pushing the limits on going for about a month. Keep praying that his white count starts boosting up so he can do this surgery. He is now starting to lose what hair has grown back from the surgeries. Kinda crazy. I thought it would not bother me as he has it shaved but seeing it all over his pillow did make me sad. The reality of it. Keep up the prayers. He made such HUGE steps on Monday...and now it is not so good. :( Please keep him in your prayers! Thanks!! If you would like to send another card, I will post the link for that too. Bradley Allen Blank Children's Hospital 1200 Pleasant Street Des Moines, IA 50309 Here is a link that might be useful: Online Card For Bradley

He is doing pretty good for all that he has gone through! Getting stronger! He is going through some testing to figure out why he is getting sick so often. So far, no answer to that....hopefully today. They still have a long way to go...but he is doing so much better than the slight chance he was given before the 2nd surgery...where they were surprised that he lived through it! The best news....he gets to go to Mayo in MN for a 2nd opinion!! Their insurance first declined allowing them to go, but someone said something right and now they are going! Not sure of when yet tho as this just happened yesterday. Mom & Dad take turns at the hospital and when they both have to work (Angie has to for insurance (will take a leave when they go to Mayo) and Chris has to work for the bills!) Grandma comes to stay at the hospital. Grandma is also about to retire...so she can help out more. Here is a link that might be useful: CarePage-Search: BradleyAllen2

Thanks Sandy. Our prayers are being answered, and those prayers will continue. I signed up at his site, and get an email notification each time something new is added.