Sad at first christmas
6 months ago I found mom dead on her bedroom floor. I cannot get the picture out if my mind. I moved here 4 years ago to be near her. I built a house attached to hers. Now her house is empty. Mom was 87 but healthy. We were best friends. I don't cook anymore and I do not want to celebrate any holiday.. People think I should be over this. I'm not. Mom and I spent every Christmas of my life together.my three children think I should move on.... And not think about mom..