Being an adult orphan (Loss of both Parents)
A few months ago I lost my father to cancer. My mom died of cancer in 2004 so now I'm a 30 year old orphan. It's been three months and I find it hard to carry out regular tasks. I feel like Thor took his hammer and slammed it down on my soul. I have no energy. I have virtually no support since my family are just dicks to me. I have an outlet via 1 younger cousin but I need to talk to someone who's been in my shoes and can guide me through everything....I mean is this normal? to have no energy and feeling like the grief is just messing up my everyday life? and I know it takes time before I'll feel better but I was wondering how long it took some of you to move on after losing BOTH PARENTS....I want to be able to do regular tasks and wake up feeling okay..every day I wake up feeling dead...please help!