Kathryn, To me you sound stressed, rather than depressed. Your feelings would be a perfectly normal and expected response to the stress of renovations. I didn't sleep well for months during planning and reno - granite head at 3 am, waking up realizing that I should have specified black UCL wires, and lots of other things that ended up being just wasted energy and angst. That's why everyone recommends keeping the corkscrew out when you pack everything up.
As annsch says, along with her other good advice, this too shall pass. When I was getting nuts, I tried hard to put it in perspective: No one's sick, no one died. Those are the things that really matter. Everything else is just logistics, and you can certainly handle logistics.
Looking forward to seeing your big reveal!
Q
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Q