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amylou321

A humbling experience.

2 years ago

This is not a profound epiphany. More of a gripe.


I consider myself fairly healthy. I walk 50-70 miles a week, either at work or on my treadmill at home at a 10 incline with a weighted vest on. I walk for HOURS without stopping. I watch what I eat MOST of the time, though I am not obsessed with it. My doctor checkups go well, and I make whatever changes or do whatever tests are recommended by them. I make sure my life is as low stress as possible, as far as I can control it.


However, I know that I lack strength and flexibility. I HATE strength training and I DREAD any sort of stretching workout like yoga because I get SO many intense muscle cramps while attempting it, I just avoid it now. I would rather walk or swim 100 miles than do anything with weights or resistance or stretching.


Well, during my big cleanup, where I rented the dumpster to clean out our property and house, it became abundantly clear that I had to do something. I could barely help SO get some of the heavier items into the dumpster. Most of the time I just steadied them when he was moving it, and even that was tough for me. This really struck me because I regularly lift and carry our dogs food, which comes in 40 pound bags. I carry it up the steps into our house when I go buy it. I also haul 40 pound blocks of wax and soap base into my house when they are delivered when SO is not home to do it for me. So I THOUGHT I was at least average, strength wise. I put it off for awhile, but I decided that yesterday I was going to start working on my upper body strength. I rooted around and found some 5 pound weights, which I scoffed at. What the heck is 5 pounds of weight going to do? Why do I even have these? Due to my avoidance of weight training, I really have no clue as to proper form or how much or how many set to do or how many different exercises. So I turned to YouTube. I found a 10 minute barbell workout and thought I would start with that one, and then maybe do a couple more. By the end of the 10 minutes, I felt sick. My arms were not tired, because 5 pounds of weight really is nothing. But I was sweating, my heart was pounding and I felt really really sick. I had to sit down.


So I guess I am not as healthy as I thought I was. Today, my arms are not even sore, so the workout wasn't even that intense. I have ordered some heavier weights. 10 and 12 pound ones. SO has some that are 25 pounds, which are too heavy for me to do anything but drag them one at at time. Again, odd considering a haul 40 pound dog food bags around. Maybe because I use my whole body, not just my arms to carry it? Either way, it was the kick in the pants that I needed to explore other ways to improve my health. I am still not going to attempt yoga until I can put my shoes on without getting cramps in all my toes.


There is a man at my job whose whole identity is working out and healthy eating. He is super nice so if I ever get a another shift with him I am going to hunt him down and ask for advice. It is his favorite thing to talk about so I know he will be happy to help. I do not want to be she hulk or anything, I just want to be physically stronger and a bit healthier.

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