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Well, I talked to her last night...she knew something was wrong and asked me to tell her...I didn't feel comfortable because i'm not sure how to make sense of all this but i did anyways...I blew her mind...she didn't expect me to say these things...I told her it wasn't only about you that I left this about everything in my life...she is not doing well, and I expected that. She says she loves me and doesn't want to loose me. I don't hate her...I still love her...but these things in my head...questioning my choices in life, am i happy, do i want to stay with her...I even had a feeling of wanting to pack up and leave my life and go across the world to "start over" and get away from everything...there's so much doubt in my mind...as for the aussie girl...about 2 weeks ago she made it clear that there is nothing that can happen between us...we're on different pages...and I agree...so now we're just friends...which i'm fine with...I thought that this was the reason I felt these things but they haven't gone away and now my thoughts don't even include aussie girl..I booked some time with my doctor in a few hours, I need to talk to her...my wife agrees I need to figure this out and that I need to decide what my feelings are so she can move on...which is what I want to do...also she has no problems with waiting (not forever) on kids..no point in dragging this on...I really need to sort this out for her and myself... i'll keep you all posted.....TYVM for the advise and points of view..you've all given me a lot of think about...

linda, after you've typed your italics sentence, then type this combination and that will turn the italics off. :-) marys1000, I apologize, I didn't read all of your post because it was very long and rather complicated and I don't have enough patience for that unless it's one of my kids. :\-( We sold our house in SoCal last fall in a very difficult market. Prices were dropping so fast it was unreal and we had to sell \- husband had transferred out of state. So we were in a similar situation to you. We were choosing between the Realtor who we'd used to buy the house 4 years previously but hardly ever worked in our part of the county, or a local guy who lived in the area, but we didn't know him. They both came and made good presentations to us. They both suggested the same price range for listing. We could have saved money by going with the local firm but decided to go with our original guy because his marketing plan was so much better, we thought. We didn't want to do open houses, we wanted a lot of internet exposure, and we knew he would work hard for us and be there to the end to make the deal close. Our house sold at a time when most others in the area didn't. But you never really know. It's a gamble, like much of life. You need the right buyer at the right time. Which of the options are YOU most comfortable with? The one thing I would really think about is what happens after you leave, if the property hasn't sold? Who will put the most time and effort into getting people inside the house to see it? Will one of them help you find people to maintain the yard and surrounding areas when you're not there to run things? Unless you're in a really hot market, I think it's likely that the house will sell after you're gone, since it's just 2 months away. So I would really think about that \- who will do the best job after you leave? Good luck \- keep us posted.

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