Thank you for starting this, Zalco. Adding my well wishes. ❤️

And mine too. I love Israel/Palestine and especially Jerusalem.

Adding my wishes for everyone’s wellness and safety.

+1. Hope April responds with reports of her and her family’s safety.

I am so sad to read of these troubles and hope April and family are safe.

I think April said she was going back to Israel, her mom had fallen and hurt herself. I hope she is safe.

I hope you and your family are safe, April.

I'm sorry too that this has happened. Hoping your Mom is better and you are safe.

Sending hugs and good thoughts your way April. Hope you your mom and your family are okay.

Prayers for you and your family April.

Oh goodness, I am so sorry to hear of your travails. My thoughts are with your, your family and your community, April.

I am so sorry April that you are unable to attend to your Mother's needs as well as your own. I will send strength and prayers to you and your family . c

Oh, April. The stress and worry are just awful. You need to take care of yourself first if you are going to be able to take care of mom. I’m sure you know that. I hope all is resolved soon. Have they tested you for Lyme disease? Just a thought.

I am so sorry you are in this position. I pray you feel better soon. I pray for your family's health and safety.

April, I’m so sorry for all you’re dealing with ... my heart goes out to you and your family. I‘m glad you checked in. ❤️

Thank you so much everybody

Ded Tired, it's not Lyme..I expressed it wrongly-they kinda know, at least about most of it, but can't seem to control it. It goes on and on, and gets worse instead of getting better. It's several things at once, one affects the other... It all pales of course right now next to so many other things.

Just so much harder to function and be of use...

yes, it feels exactly like that..not being able to. i feel so very guilty. Despise myself. Not much logic in it, but. Well logic is often not my strong suit. Can't say I don't have it at all, but it's hard to follow it so to say.

I'm so grateful you guys exist.

Thank you for your kindness

april I'm so sorry for this confluence of worry in your life and how impossible it is to do and go and be where you feel necessary right now. I do pray there are answers soon for all of these issues. Waiting is the curse.

Sending you thoughts of wellness, courage and strength.

aprilneverends - I am so sorry for what you and your family are going through. Take good care of yourself and try to control that which you can.

April, I hope you find the peace in your mind to know you are doing all you can do for now. My thoughts and best wishes for both you, your family and the middle east. May peace find us all.

Oh April....you are in such a hard place right now. Don't beat yourself up, please!! I will pray for you, your Mom & please keep checking in. Liz

I'm so sorry to hear you are not well, don't really have an answer and haven't gotten to see your mother yet. My heart goes out to you and everyone in your homeland.

I am so sorry to read all of what you are going through. You know I have you and mom and Kol Israel in my heart <3

Heal well.

April, I am so incredibly sorry that this is happening. To you, to your family, to everyone there. Please know that you will be in my prayers very single day! As will all there.

Prayers for you and your family April. And prayers for peace!

April, I want you to know that you are one of the friends on this site that I admire the most. Your transparency and honesty show others how to express what they feel. I would feel just as frustrated if in the same situation. Know that I am praying for you every day and, on this day, you feel some sort of difference and shift your mind to your Mom feeling the same way about you. Your body can only do the best it can right now. You and your Mom are always connected. You are not alone, many are praying for you. God bless you and your Mom. Keep in touch, please.

I'm so sorry too, April, and you and your family are in my thoughts and prayers.....

I am so sorry for your health struggles, April. Praying the doctors can determine what is wrong.

April, I'm so sorry for the turmoil in your life right now. I can only imagine how difficult it is to have your mother in the hospital and your family/friend's safety in doubt and be a half a world away, feeling sick yourself and with no way to help. I am hoping that peace will come to both the middle east and to you and that you will soon be reunited with your mother. Be gentle with yourself.

April, my heart hurts for you, and I hope you are receiving strength from these messages. May you find the healing you need very soon. It must be frustrating to be unable to care for your mother as you would like. Be well!

April, more prayers being lifted on this Sabbath for your family and for you. ((((( HUGS )))))

I’m so sorry for all that you are going through. You are an amazingly strong woman with a huge heart. ❤️

Thinking of you. Your comments in HD conversations are truly one of my favorite parts of this forum.

Thank you so very much

i can't explain properly how much it means to me, and how much it helps, all your incredible words, all your wishes, all your prayers, all your support, all your wisdom, all your generosity of spirit. All your kindness ,of which I find myself undeserving. It touches me very deeply, and it gives me strength.

forgive me my illegible writing. I wanted to add so much more.

Thank you..

April, your illegible writing is always clearly read by the heart. Sending love and prayers, as always.

Thinking of you during these hard and crazy times.

I agree your writing is completely legible as we read with our hearts.

I hope there is some clear and treatable answer for your illness soon and that your mother is being well looked after in your stead. Take care!

April you are truly one of a kind and I always look forward to reading your posts. They are not illegible at all. Instead I find them refreshing because of your perspective which is uniquely you. I hope everything improves - your Mother's health and your health too and that you find comfort in our collective wishes and prayers.