I have recently lost my husband in April. October 16 would be our 4 year anniversary, and yesterday was his mothers surprise 60th birthday party. It is so hard to be around his brothers especially days that are supposed to be happy. Especially with the coming holidays. I've been told that my husband is "still around". It wasn't until last night that my father in law mentioned that he was there. To get to my point, this morning I woke up and realized that there was a penny on the floor, close to where my head lies. I've always noticed random pennies around the house but especially my room. Has anyone else noticed anything like this before. I know of the pennies from heaven, but am I just trying to find them now?