Life sucks and then you die
Okay, can you tell I'm a little down today? I'm just so tired of being sad and tired. And then if I feel happy, I feel guilty that I can be happy and my mom is in the ground. I think all the talk of Mothers Day is getting to me. I want my mom back. I still wake up and hope this is all a nightmare. My mom was the sweetest lady on this earth. Why did she have to go blind and die so soon? Sometimes I hate this frickin world and everything and everybody in it.
Sorry to be such a wet blanket.
I want to go back in time and be a child again. I don't like growing older and having everyone around me die.