Heeyy, Deanna! You're sure up late for a workin-gal! LOL Hard to adjust to the time change, I bet! :o) To answer your question, that's a sport of my 'Francee'! She sported one set of variegated leaves one year, and I thought it was just a passing *fancy*, but when it showed up with more of the same type of leaves the following season, I divided it out! It held well, that summer and then I moved it to a bed where it got less sun, unfortunately (to avoid the tearing of the cream margins) and it failed to demonstrate the same vigor and variation. I don't know if that had that much to do with it, in reality, but by this Spring, it had reverted back to mostly the 'Francee' look! One leaf was all chartreuse with the cream margin but the rest were 'Francee' all the way! :o( 'Buff24' found a registered sport, that had the same look as mine, already named-so it apparently is a fairly common sporting habit! I understand, that 'Francee" is fairly prolific in sporting--a *fertile myrtle* maybe? But, then I guess it's not a matter of 'fertility' but mutating, instead?? Don't think I have that understanding down pat yet! Apparently, (according to one of the pics. at 'the Library') the registered 'Fancy Francee' is also very unstable! Here is a link that might be useful: 'Fancy Francee'

woo hoo,what a great foodies welcome! And yah, I am pretty much nuts! I love reading about food, what can I say. Almost as much as eating it. I can't wait to try more of the recipes here. It is so much more fun to cook in my almost complete new kitchen. Thanks all. Sue

sandiefl, yes, yes. I thought it was running up and down the stairs changing beds. But it has left me tired. oh my god, I'm so glad you posted this. I'll be sweating, then not even 3 minutes later, I'm cold. So I have blankets beside me and I'm constantly putting them over me then kickng them off. Did you have radiation? I thought it was the left over affects of the radiation. I'm going to my oncologist and breast surgeon on Aug 2 and 3. They are the best of the best. They are in NYC. I don't mean to say that every doctor in NYC is the best, but, really, these guys are the best. honestly. When I go in August, I will get it out of him. They seem not to want to tell you the symptoms. Did YOU feel that way? For me to tell my hubby "I feel tired", I FEEL TIRED. Remind me to tell you what he says. I'll kick his ass if he doesn't. lol.

Nicki, nothing stays the same. Nothing at all. Everything is constantly undergoing change. First of all, you have got to clear your mind. Stop drinking or using anything for a crutch. Sit quietly and think about the person you want to be. Think about the steps you need to make to be that person. Start small. You have little girls and their minds are like a sponge. Find something you can teach them. Their appreciation and joy in new things will help you. Set aside time every day for them and some for yourself, but don't spend a lot of time worrying about whether other people like you or not, or hanging with people who will bring you down. Don't "party"...whatever that means. If you have to make new friends...then be on the look out for some that are the kind of people you want to be around. Take part in your daughters' activities at school, when work permits. If anyone brings you down...or is a bad influence on you...cut them loose. I had to do that, myself, in order to be at peace. There are always people who have nothing to do but sit around and drink and stir up trouble. I know you are a very pretty girl. I've seen your pictures. There is nothing attractive about a woman who drinks too much. You don't want your children to grow up and remember you as an alcoholic. It's a waste of precious time and money. Nicki, you can change, but you have to start taking care of yourself, and that means putting you and the girls first. It takes a little strength to do that, but it gets easier all the time.